My two jobs, the lack of internet, and the suckiness of the Tumblr app make it SO hard to Tumbl on a consistent basis. Smh
I’m sooo out of the loop these days. The most action I’ve seen was the weekend of the On the Run show, aaannnd then I went right back to work.
I leave for FL in a week and half for my best friend’s wedding and I CANNOT WAIT. I just know I’d feel a lot better if all my i’s are dotted and my t’s are crossed.
Ooooh but once they are, I’m turning up like I’d never turnt up before. I need to release the frustrations from this summer…
i wonder how many people i’m in the “i’d be down if you asked” zone with
I haven’t posted a selfie in a while but I still am very cute just to keep you updated
Excuse me. No you can’t. Ur not allowed
Tell me what he thinks about giving me the D.
Well hello Mr. attractive light skint man
The things you put up with because you’re lonely… Smh
I don’t understand when dudes try to cop a tude with me because I’m not really interested in dating someone smaller than me.
Listen here… I know it may not look like it, but I am 5’11, 230 lbs. I cannot fuck with you if you’re a little dude. What are we going to do with each other? Really? Look…
I said, “…ya feel me?”
And he said, “Nah, but I’ll be feeling you in August”
This is trip is gonna be interesting… For as long we’ve been doing whatever it is that we’re doing, I’ve done a REALLY good job at making sure our “relationship” [ha.] stays pg13 and Pleasantville. But I don’t think he’s feeling that anymore. Lol smh
Can’t wait to see what kinda tricks he pulls…
chateauroco YES, Keyshia Cole! Lol Do you wanna feel like Keyshia Cole…?
I didn’t think so. Lol
My phone’s been on some other sh—… Sigh.
But I’ll post the recap when I get to some existent internet connection.
Right now, what I WILL say is, I was playing myself when I said I was crossing over to the Larry side. PLAYING. MY. SELF. Lau might as well have said, “Oh you thought…
Lau don’t never let you leave.
But you just can’t.
You don’t know.
You get mad.
You get sad.
But you stay.
You go through all of these emotions and you stay because for some reason…some unknown, only God knows reason, you love that man.
You can take a break from him, but he will linger around in your mind and then BANG you’re back where you started.
And wondering what his penis looks like.
Wondering what dat mouf do and what French sounds and feels like in your vagina walls.
The Laurent Bourgeois Effect ladies and gentlemen…I present to you.
^^ TRUE STORY.
Before heading to the Les Twins workshop.
You look beautiful!!
Sigh. I WISH.
If that was the case my recap would have went a lot differently…
You ever have that crack in your self esteem…
Where you’ll see someone attractive and think, “I wonder if [your crush who won’t give you the time of day] would like him/her?” or “I bet that’s his/her type [as opposed to me]”?
I literally had a mental back and forth with myself telling, myself… to get it together.
They always say you have to learn to encourage yourself and be your own cheerleader, but they never tell you how much energy it takes. I have a much easier time encouraging other people. But me? Hmmph.
The other day when T.I.’s song Mediocre came on, I couldn’t help but think, “Oh God, I’m mediocre…” and then immediately laughed it off. Those little self deprecating voices sure are persistent…
Confession of an Aries #249
As an Aries, I have always been aggressive and many of my friends that knew me in elementary school said they were scared of me. I’m controlling and I try not to take shit from anyone. But actually, I’m very emotional and when I’m alone and the fake walls come tumbling down.